Vintage Article #1

Do you believe in soulmates? :) (miss u doy)
September 30th, 2006 by emzkwe


He asked me…’Have you found yoursoulmate?’ I paused for a fraction of a second,then i rambled back into the receiver..’ofcourse i have!’
‘really…who?’
I let my voice quiver dramatically and said:‘if you don’t know then i’m not tellingyou!!’

8 years…8 long, eventful, andcolorful years… and it is only now that I realize this overwhelming truth. That in my life i havec loseted one of the most wonderful people life ever graced my existence without ever hesitatinga tinge, without ever getting worriedthat our friendship could expire. it never will. and others say that i can’t be too sure,but the thing is i AM sure…VERY sure even.

he knows me too well that all the people around saythat we should have been ‘together’ even way before..he knows my quirks, my perks, my moods, my ways and myhabits, that he could pass off as mybrother…but he’s not my brother, nor is he ahoney orsweetheart of some sort. and with that,everything else becomes more special,more intense, and more intoxicating. i am in awe. for i am only 19, and i feel like in matters concerning friendship and laughter and support and shoulders-to-be-cried-and-leaned-on, i have already a healthy supply of that. i’m pretty sure my life’s nevergonna be perfect, but i think i’m contented just knowing he’saround, and that he promised andc ontinuouslypromises to be around forever.

FOREVER.

can you imagine that? can you comprehend thecomfort and warmth of such vow? perhaps youc an’t. for i’d like to be selfish andc laim that this is my own priviledge…to feel this way,and to have someone like him. having someone to be there for me anytime. someone to talk to, day or night. whether it be a 30-second phonecall or a24-hour phone marathon. someone who knows me inside-out, even the hems and threaded edges of my personality, he has zeroed in on them…

someone who’d never hesitate to scold mewhen i’m being naughty..someone who never tires of listening to me incesantly talk about men(hehe)…someone who never runs out of encouragement and love andsupport…someone whonever fails to say the right witty one-liner tomake me smile in the midst of a gloomy incident…someone whose patience has seen me through the years…eight years…eightyears of love and friendship and pure care and concern for one another.

this may sound much flowery,and uneventful, and frantically senseless… but you see, i am in awe. for the missing part of me, that part of me i’ve been searching for since i got wiff that were all not complete, i believe i’ve found some part of that in him…and i believe i will continually find pieces of myself in such wonderful and warm friendship. almost everything i’ve been looking for, and everything i ever wanna see inlife is right there in the palms of his hands..and all i have to do is grasp it…and i am now…everyday.the soul of the person i have become isnow entangled with his totality, or atleast some part of it… and special as that is,i’d liketo keep it that way forever.

the funny thing is…forever may sound pretty long and boring,but neither of us really do mind. we have each other one way or another…we have plans for a trip to Panama to see hisbeloved whales (haha); and he prays for the success of my future plans every other night;and i am waiting for that glorious day,20 yearsfrom now, when we’ll probably be older and more worldly, and he’ll show me that rutty corny card i gave him for his birthday,and as we promised each other, we’ll give it a good laugh.it’s not everyday one finds something as casual yet as amazingly special as this. i’vehad it for 8 years…yet it feels like i’ve onlyrealized it recently. but eventhough that is so, i’m pretty sure i’m gonna be feeling this way til i grow wrinkly and old…and what a relief and comfort that is…:)


doy, this one’s for you…it justdawned on mehow lucky i am to be your friend…andi’d likethe whole world to know.

*de ja vu, m’sieur? pag txt na sako doy. or il keep embarassing u through past antics! haha…:P
*hmmmm…10 yrs and counting na bah????
*i wrote you a good one schmuck. send me an sms! NOW!!!!! hehehe *wink*

originally posted in my friendster account. :)