Vintage Article #3

Henry Roth August 31st, 2006 by emzkwe

Sometimes I cant help but wonder if people really know and see and feel the value of their relationships. Sometimes I ask myself if the people I love know I love them and that I always will til the ends of the earth collide with each other. Sometimes I’m disturbed by the possibilty that I would always be stuck in the same position i was years ago, where love and commitment don’t match. How could they not? Why would someone tell another person that he loves her but not know how to show it? I don’t understand how he could not show it…when it is the most natural, the most innate thing in this universe.

Sometimes, I cry at night…knowing one of these days my heart is just gonna stop feeling. And I wont have any reason to stay in a certain commitment any longer. No more love to keep going. No more sadness to motivate me to look for happiness. No more anger to seek for vengeance. I’ll just feel nothing. The consequence would be utter emptiness.

I want a guy who’ll love me everyday and show it in the simplest, most mundane things.

I want a guy who will not take me forgranted…someone who won’t make me feel that what he does for a living is more important than the growth of our relationship.

I want someone who will find ways to unravel and discover everything that tickels my fancy.

I want someone who will be there for me. not because I need him, but because he needs me to be with him.

I want someone who will not only keep looking into my eyes, but someone who will take my hand and look forward with me.

I want someone who will take me to his family and show them he loves me, and that I’m his friend and confidante as well.

I want someone who will make an effort to spend time with me and not just make me the girl he dates on Saturdays.

I want someone who will keep reminding me the reasons why were together.

I want someone who’ll never grow complacent…someone who’ll never think he owns me…someone who knows he can lose me in a heartbeat.

I want someone who will make me fall in love over and over and over again…
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